i'll never say it

it hurts to think it

i'll hang on to my heart

miss him to death

and wait to see what the african sunrise looks like

i think its safe to say this month will be better! i'm waiting for every moment i can share with cody, and savering all the time i can spend with my Lord. its amazing how the two have been balenced. i'm workin a lot and it sucks sometimes but whatever work isn't posta be fun. i haven't talked to scott in a really long time, its been hard sometimes, but i think its for the best. i hope he's doin okay, i pray for him all the time and sometimes want to call but its better if i stay away i think. its pretty crazy how cody has kept my mind off him, no other person i've met could keep me so happy. i really love our time together, hes truly a blessing, now i just have to pray i can hold on to him just a BiT longer =).

OKAY i just got some really great news!! i got into the career center!! i'm soso excited, thats where prayer gets ya i guess. now i just have to trust that He'll provide for school next year, i don't want to leave JCS, but i dont know maybe it will be good for me...keep praying! have faith yall!!

i started my first day at Lonestar. it was okay, it was just an orientation so we watched some videos that will take you back to the drivers training days, and i'm gonna be really busy this week to say the least.

okay as for better news ya'll!!! my grandpa is the coolest man alive! he bought adriana a 06' Honda Civic...(which in his mind is his car b/c he'll be using it for the next 16 years) and he got me a Ford Foucs its beautiful lol its red..and pretty  and i'm really excited!

i got to hang out with cody alot this weekend, anne and i went to his play (he did marvelous by the way) and ...had fun after with a bunch of ppl...lol what we did prolly don't need to be posted on this hehe. and yea we just had a good time. i really..lol i donno! i'm just happy lol.